I literally don't even know what to say. I'm sad today even though I haven't been invested this year. Regardless of what happens, how it ends, I think I can speak for all of us when I say that I will miss all of you so much. This show, while it's ripped my heart out, has led me to some of the most amazing people I've ever known. I understand that we've grown apart as the show (and our ship) has declined, but I will always
look back on this place fondly. I will always remember the sheer joy
I felt, staying up all night, playing witty/snarky ping pong with all of you, both celebrating and crying together, and just knowing there was a group of really solid people who knew what I was going through, knew everything I was feeling and then some. I will always be grateful for that. I really do love you all.
Don't get me wrong - the community isn't closing or anything, and I do hope you all stay and pop in from time to time, but I do know that things will be different now that the show is gone entirely. It breaks my heart, even though I'm still hurt. I miss it so much. And I miss all of you! ♥ ♥ ♥
so here we are now, my friends,
gathered together again
to celebrate bittersweet right.
so here's to our struggles and strikes.
let’s make the most of these hours,
before time defeats us with its powers,
& let’s make the most till the dawn,
keep on going until we are gone.